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I am very tired and bored (as per subject, yes). I feel like a continuous hangover... not in the physical meaning, more the way you morally feel on hangover. Feeling like this has happened too many times, and 'this' is terribly wrong, and everything has gone terribly wrong. I haven't written much (if anything) lately, and today while playing thee piano I had the unpleasant impression that music has left me... More alone than ever. I spent saturday night with a girl (should I call her girl? We're past thirty since a while) who used to be one of my best friends. I felt alone with her too, like too many things have changed, like we do not share as much as we did, or worst we are different people from the boy and girl that shared that much. And moreover that the subject itself of 'that much that we shared' has lost most of its importance since then. Maybe I need to know some new people. Does anyone knows where does people chat nowadays? I haven't been on an internet chatroom since the geocities chats and later ICQ (but I've lost my contacts since '99). Qualcuno sa indicarmi dove chatta la gente oggigiorno? |